Why have I been missing ? gone ? Not been around ? Well here goes it!
it’s not because I don’t like anyone or had any fights arguments or dislike anyone – it’s nothing like that!!!

I have depression, what bought it on I loss someone very close to me a good cousin/friend someone I used to confide in and trust and never judge someone who knew me when I don’t even know myself !! And some other stuff as well but I won’t disclose any of them as it’s very personal to me. I do love and miss all my friends online and off as they question me a lot as well askin me why I don’t call like I used to but sometimes you just have to have time to yourself to reset !! And to start out and press the refresh button and then yes you can  be on ur way to recovery! I refer to my doctor he told me as well you can confide in your friends but it’s good that I did it on my own and didn’t crack as in doing anything silly like wrecking myself lol you know what I said to him ? I said life is precious and I value it I won’t kill myself off he was pleased lol he put me on some antidepressant pills not sure how I feel about them as of yet!! Anyways that’s enough blabbering from me …. Have a good weekend peeps until next time ….

amanda xxx peace out xx ????


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Written by 🐼 MandaPanda
I’m a big bold bubbily friendly beautiful woman ???? i can somewhat be shy around you for a while if i dont know you, but im better when im used to you im such a laugh and fun to be around .... im somewhat hopelessly romantic - not that im gonna fall to the floor for you no! i meaning in a relationship. Which i am not in at the moment! I am single, not currently searching neither - i am finding myself at the minute and healing dealing through the trauma i have been through!! i am much happier independent and much stronger! No one in this world can change my smile and my happiness i now have within me!!! i am a friendly individual as i can say i do love chatting with different people different cultures from all over the world, so do come by and say hello... if i dont answer then im probably away from my laptop so leave me a message in my inbox i always reply.. anyways i dont know what else to say ,... other than Happy Chatting and Stay Safe.
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